Because there is constant empty space in which my heart resides. 

A section in my chest where it sinks deeper than it ever has before

I wish I never met you.

Feelings created

Thoughts made into hope.

Hope made into yearning

fool. 

Who was I to think

friend.

To cut you off from my life would be suicide

death.

Seemed like a better option than pain 

life.

Knowing that living was worth it

tolerance.

feeling through the pain just to see your face

hear.

The stories that you have with her

see.

The slight secretive smirk when you think of her

smile.

Pretend that it doesn't hurt

listen.
To his heart

breath.
In his passions

remember.
Why you decide to stay

Jesus.
lives inside him

feelings.
I wish I never met you